Just another day

I am sitting here watching House with my Fiance. Life is good. He tells me everyday how much I mean to him. I have no idea what I have done to deserve him. Even when things are at the worst he can make things seem okay. I can be totally freaking out over money, the house, things we need. I broke down crying this week and he held me, kissed me, and told me that everything would be okay.

I don't know if I will ever get the wedding that I have dreamed of since I was like 13 but I sure look forward to getting to spend the rest of my life with him. On October 17th he is doing something that is beyond anything I could have dreamed of. I prayed and hoped for someone to due this but to have it happen is just awesome! He is joining my church, well doing the New Member's class. I don't expect him to get baptized at least not this soon anyway. That is a huge commitment but still I am so proud of him. Well I am going back to House and sitting with my my Fiance.

G'night all.

My life.

Well the Wedding planning is at a halt right now. Really I have done nothing but throw around ideas at this point. I wonder if financially ia June Wedding is possible. We shall see. Scott has moved in with me its been wonderful so far. I don't know what i would do with out him in my life. He drives me crazy yet I still want to hold his hand, kiss him, hug him. Every day is better then the last. We have virtually no money and it does not matter. Sure i still worry about things but he is teaching to be patient, to just let things go. I love him with all my heart.

The apartment is still a mess boxes everywhere. I can't seem to make them go away and just when I get close I find another one. Its like my organization skills have failed me. I am still self conscious about life and where its going. I worry that i might not ever have the money to go back to school. I think that I am too personal to be a teacher. By personal I mean I take things to heart. My emotions get in the way. I don't want to stay at Winco forever but I don't think I will make a good teacher. I wish I could look into the future just a little to see where my life is heading. However if I did that then where is the fun in life? I like knowing that there is and unknown out there. Scott was an unknown. best thing to ever happen to me!

Mary comes home today I can't wait to see her. 13 years of ups and downs and friends and she is still me number 1 girl. she'll be here in two hours after I post this post.

The Engagement Tale!!!

It all began with whining about banana pudding and the lack of finding a measuring cup.

One night it was decided that Scott & Amanda were going to have banana pudding. The reality is Scott wanted it and Amanda was making it-isn't that they way things seem to go?

As Amanda was happily making the pudding she couldn't find a measuring cup. Calling out to Scott, who was looking for a DVD in his living room, asking for a measuring cup Amanda gets an interesting response. Silence.

Scott hurries to the kitchen and shoos Amanda out while he searches. Amanda is calling out that she can just eyeball how much water is needed and that it isn't a big deal. Scott however is determined to search and not have Amanda in the kitchen. Obviously, you know where this is going however poor Amanda was clueless.

Scott tells her it is okay for her to come in the kitchen. Turns out he did not have a measuring cup and he just used a 16 oz cup for the water and took over making the banana pudding. That was not okay by Amanda who again insisted she could have just eyeballed it.

After completing the pudding, Scott laid out four Gladware containers and handed Amanda the box of Nilla Wafers; which she in turn slammed down on the stove.

"I can make this the best banana pudding ever," said Scott.

"Nothing can make this the best banana pudding ever," Amanda replied as she turned around and found Scott with a ring box and getting down on one knee.

Stunned Amanda said, "I was wrong, this is the best banana pudding ever!" (Scott has definitely found a keeper-a woman who admits when she is wrong!)

"Amanda, will you marry me?"

"YES!!" Emphasized with the a kiss.

Amanda even managed to barrel through and eat banana pudding with Scott. The next day he found out she hates banana pudding.

Written for Amanda & Scott with love from Becca.

Engagment!

So its official Scott asked me to marry him. I love him with all my heart and NOTHING will change that EVER!

A New Beginning

On May First 2010 I graduated from Concordia University in Portland Oregon with a Bachlor's degree Education.

I then moved back home and in with my parents in Kennewick Washington.

I now need to find a job, get my license and a car. These are my summer goals.